Smile

* Yes, i felt the need to type out this song. It's one of my favourite songs and it's beautiful.

Sometimes I sit at home, and wonder how it'd be
if he had loved me, truly loved me.
i learned a while ago that kinda thing, it never happens for me.
And so I go around and just pretend love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
make em laugh so they wont see
you never let em see you sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep
lord knows its killing me

sometimes i sit at home by the phone
Hoping he might call me, but he dont call me
But then i realized dreams come true, arent for girls like me
And so i go around with my head up like it aint nothing
and when the boys are out with all my friends
im into other things
cause you never let em see you sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep
lord knows its killing me

It's not as easy
Sometimes its hard to
It's not the life that i would choose,
But what else can i do if he dont love me?
If he dont want me?
im not about to sit around letting my self go

So i put on my makeup
Put a smile on my face
And if any one asks me
Everything is okay
Im laughing cuz no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cuz im dying inside with my pride & a smile on my face