I'm kinda liking this bitch thing.
People say that you should love your children while their young, and cherish them... because sooner or later, they stop loving unconditionally.
I don't think I love you unconditionally anymore. :S

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Is it true? You really don't give a shit?
Coulda fooled me.
I'm actually trying. Digging deeper, to find some 'truth' in what you say and do
But maybe it IS the truth, I'm just too blind to see it.
Apparently I was too young to understand, too young to comprehend what was happening right before my eyes.
I do remember some of it, and I wish I couldn't remember it at all.
You are a manipulative, controlling son of a bitch.
I can only call you that behind your back, because I think I may possibly love you too much to hurt you.
I wish you could feel the same way about me.
You can't though, and that's pretty sad, considering I'm your baby.

:)

And maybe in time I'll tell you I'm a little bit in love with you.

P.S. Ryan Manalo, if you just so happened to be reading this...
I hope you enjoy, but I want you to know I now hate you forever.:)

"I used to give a fuck, Now i give a fuck less."

I USED to care sooo much about everything, but now I don't really give a damn.
Fuck what anyone else says, I'm living for Me.
For Myself, and I could do whatever I please when it comes to my future because
its My future.
So, I could care less what anyone else says.
Thanks for your advice for me and what i do,
but I'm sick of everyone looking out for me.
Let me do me
Let me live.

XoXo, Lo.

Hm.

So why do you love the person you love?
a) Because of what she does with you, or
b) Because of the natural effect she has on you

If your answer is a), you should be with me.
If your answer is b), you should still be with me.
If your answer is unclear, why can't you be with me?
I wish she wasn't so perfect for you.

Let Love In.

When you love someone, why can't you just love? Love completely. No problems, no stupid arguements, no worries. You have each other, isn't that enough? And if it isn't, then what is?
Just forget the world and open your hearts for once.
LOve in the now, or else.
Xox, Lo.

Beyonce concert was too good. I didn't take any pictures (seeing as it's useless when I'm on lawn!) but it's okay, because it's stuck in my head fo eva eva.
Oh, and it really made me happy to know I was in the same area as Drake. (L). Just saying.

I'm so confused like really.
Usually I find a way to figure it all out
It's not working
This is an emergency.

I'm updating for Catherine
I don't really know why I'm blogging today, I haven't even put together my thoughts
lol i'm a confuzzled child
I'm eating peas in a can for dinner
I absolutely LOVE peas in a can. They're my favourite vegetable in a can
Oh, AND! I'm done summerschool, bitches!

A night to forget

no matter how hard you cry, he's not gonna stop. So what's the point of crying? He's gonna keep going

Hi

i dont

I don't. I don't. I don't. Usually if I tell myself something a million times I start to believe it
So i don't ... I won't because I can't, and it's that simple! Willpower and Self- Control, baby.Hopefully I'm strong enough to stick to what I say this time...

Fam First

Because that's how it's supposed to be. You see, as much as I like you, I have to pretend that I don't. If i actually admitted to liking you, I consider it to be betrayal. I would never ever betray my dad.
I'm kind of the only thing that my dad has.
You just can't replace my popppie, no matter how much of a jerk he was in the past. and maybe still is to this day.
And if you come in acting as if you're #2... it would just hurt him. (And it would hurt me a little too much)

I love summer school

lolllll, i'm such a joke.

I just don't know

I want to be a doctor. I want to be a paediatrician... I think.
I want a family, and I want to have a healthy family, with children that would love me forever and Not get me mistaken for their babysitter...
So its got me thinking, What am I gonna do???
I thought I had my mind made up this whole time
I really want to be a doctor, really and truely. Like it's been my dream since foreverr
but it's also been my dream to have a beautiful functioning family with a husband that cares and with children who are always gonna run to me.
I honestly don't think that I can have both
Or maybe I'm just rambling, but I really don't want to grow up anymore