breaking point

i've reached my breaking point?
okay im sooo boosting. but honestly i'm loafting so hard when i really shouldn't be loafting atttt all. 10% off history culminating cuz i handed it in late. like wtff!
but the sad part is that i really dont even care

long weekend was no fun for me at all, culminating and working with my cousins helping them with their homework, radio show. ughhh effff man, it was the gayest weekend ever . i was looking forward to sleeping in and shiet, but i ended up doing work. :(
its my fault . but still. i dont care.

and my teacher gets mad at me for not doing my homework the second or third time this semester. "lauren its becoming a bad habit" when other people fully don't finish their homework even more than me. shit man. pisssses me off!

anyways , lifes moving a bit too fast

i wish i can stop for a sec. pause life. take it in , and get effing organized

2 tests tmrw. civvics & history . don't even have my history binder, thus meaning i'm craming during classes, but i cant cram during french because apparently im a TERRIBLE student, and i cant study during 3rd period science cuz she's scary
so basically screwed for my life? i miss one effing day and everything comes at me like this
lol crazy shit

i'm taking it one day at a time. only tomorrow as a true day of school, then carnival day! which means FREE DAYYYY
so happy with life.
gotta go sleep off my worries

p.s. i miss lyna in my life