I don't really know what's worse,
knowing that someone you truly love doesn't feel the same, or knowing that they cannot live without you.

Knowing that they cannot live without you, literally. You are the only one who they can talk to, be themselves around, and the only person in the world left for them.

Maybe you don't understand how I feel, maybe you do.
Whatever, it still doesn't change anything.

Cause I was sitting and thinking about this and it's hitting me hard. I'm the only one for you, there's no one else in your life that has a true significance. Because you lost everyone.
And you think it's your fault, because of your stupid actions.
I'm practically the only one who stuck with you and never gave up on you because i know you and I know that you say things you don't mean and I know that you do things that you wish you could take back

The things you said and the things you've done to me and especially the ones I love hurt and they never left me. I still remember everything to this day, but I choose to forget about them sometimes because I know that deep down you're a really good person.

And now you have no one, the only woman you've ever loved is gone. Out of your life, that is. But she's happy now, and I wish you were too
I really don't want to see the day you realize the one that still has your heart has given hers to someone else.
because I know you want it back, I know you want everything back.
I see it in your eyes, you miss everything.
But I'm still here so don't blow it

I want you to love again.
I want you to be happy (like you were before)
I want everything to go back to normal(but I know it cant)
I just want you to smile, your genuine smile (that must have died with you)
'cause I love you.